I have no idea where to start! I feel like I've lost motivation for everything that I wanted to do. I hope my mind didn't change since I had to discontinue going to therapy but I'm pretty sure it did :/. School is a drag and I just started 3 weeks ago. Everyday it feels like i'm pulling teeth with everything that I do. I'm having second thoughts about school (maybe it's not for me) or find another major. Nothing is holding me back from expressing myself or goals.....what's going on?
School is back in session now and I am already exhausted. I really think I spoiled myself this summer by moving at my own pace with everything. My classes are OK but not interesting at all. The professors seem like they care about their students' grades which is one thing I was concerned about. Yes, I am having doubts about what I am getting myself into because I don't know wear I stand academically . At the end of the day I just want to work out, work, write, read and repeat.